I went over the stone wall at 4:17 in the afternoon, in a gown worth six thousand dollars, with pearls in my hair and sixty-two thousand dollars taped flat against my ribs.
People like to imagine dramatic moments come with music, with some glorious sense that your life is splitting cleanly into before and after.
Mine came with the smell of river mud, a torn veil scratching my cheek, and my fiancé’s voice behind me saying, very softly, “Savannah, don’t make this worse.”
That was the last thing I heard before I jumped.
The old hotel sat on a curve of the river where wealthy people liked to pretend history still meant something.
There were iron railings, stone steps, ivy climbing the walls, and a terrace where my wedding guests were drinking champagne while a quartet kept trying to fill the silence every time someone asked why the bride was late.
Less than an hour earlier, I had been upstairs in the bridal suite, zipped into layers of satin by two bridesmaids who thought my shaking hands meant nerves.
It was not nerves.
It was the moment when terror turns practical.
I had found the truth that morning in Grant’s private office at the hotel.
I was not snooping.
I had gone in looking for the seating chart he swore he had printed there.
Grant loved control, so of course the final seating chart was on his desk and not with the wedding planner.
While I was searching, his printer spit out three pages he had forgotten were queued.
The first page was a transfer ledger.
The second was a list of shell companies.
The third had my name on it.
Not just my name.
My signature.
Or something close enough to fool anyone who didn’t know the difference between my hurried handwriting and my careful one.
I run a small event company.
For two years, I had managed several charity galas for Grant’s family hotel group, including one for Saint Catherine Children’s Trust.
I thought I was coordinating donors, menus, and auction items.
I did not know Grant had been using my company’s operating account as a pass-through for money stolen from the charity.