I helped him adjust the straps, careful this time. His skin was bruised, pressure-marked, toughened in places, broken in others.
“Does it always hurt this much?” I asked.
He exhaled. “Some days more than others. Some days I hate them. I want to rip them off. But then I remember why I’m doing it.”
I softened. “You don’t have to prove anything to me.”
“I know. But I want to.”
We practiced in small bursts.
“Okay,” I said. “You’ve got me. Lean if you need to.”
“I will absolutely need to, Mik.”
He pushed up, gripping my shoulders, his whole body shaking.
“Easy, honey. I’ve got you.”
A week later, at our reception, Rowan rolled to the center of the room.
“Ready, babe?”
“Always.”
He braced himself and stood. The room went still.
I caught my cousins whispering, “Is he really going to try?”
Let them watch.
Rowan leaned close. “You lead, Mik.”
I smiled through tears. “I’ve got you.”
And we moved together.
